At some point, one of you stops putting the effort. The littlest things such as cute text messages aren’t so “cute” anymore or you both go for hours without talking to each other like you both used to. You stop caring less and you stop impressing one another. The beginning is always blissful and exciting but everything just…. stops sooner or later.
Im starting to enter this phase now :/…
I always go through this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When you're on your period...
Uterus: I hope you didn't like those underwear.
Stomach: EAT ALL THE THINGS!
Emotions: I don't care that you were crying your eyes out ten minutes ago, that was fucking funny. Now go act like you're high until I see something that pisses me the fuck off.
Stomach: ESPECIALLY THE CHOCOLATY THINGS!
Uterus: Also I've decided to act like something's constantly punching me. I hope you don't mind.
Me: why
I want to get out of this just as bad as you do, but at the same time I can’t let you go. I really just can’t.
The whole situation, until this day, still bothers the shit outta me. No matter what you try to do or what you try to say, nothing’s gonna change the way I feel. You don’t and never will understand how shitty all this bullshit makes me feel every single day.
And you wonder why I’m in a bad mood most of the time or why I have so much anger towards you.
I don’t think I’m ever letting this one go. I tried, but it’s just too hard to forgive and forget.
